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Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Frustrated!!!!!!!


I am a bit frustrated finishing other people's work some can just walk away and act like they don't have the responsibility of finishing their work. Why don't I have the feeling to do the same? Like my sister said, my mum raised her kids well, all of us can do are our work with full responsibility. I feel like straggling the previous lecturer and tell her that being a teacher or a tutor means putting the future of the students in our hand, why the hell she played with marks just to show how good she is? Well...well...well...the devil within, everyone has one, no matter how hard they deny.
Being pious, is not just in the dressing, it is also in our own way of life. Believe me, I am not that pious, at least I used my better judgment to make decision in my life. I live my life not others, but sometimes the intervention is too much to handle. Anyway being frustrated just acts as a reminder don't do things you do not want other to do to you.....The world is round... - peace -

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Life is changing


It’s been a while since my last entry, maybe due to the reason I have lost my reason to write, or maybe I am not inspire to share my life with others anymore. Both of my previous employments showed crystal clear that life is not fair, how hard, how nice and how good you are, it will never be fair. But the best part is, what goes around comes around, I am using all the surviving skills that I learned and used them to my advantage, and now I am working own my own, and chasing my dream of opening a language center for individual of all ages to fall in love with English. And now I believe that my heart also deserve the chance to actually fall in love and be loved. Hmm, to who should I gave it too, to who should I uttered the word I LOVE YOU, only time will tell, and it is getting stronger and more willing to let someone in.
Is my heart beginning to soften up, or my stubbornness is finally giving in or maybe the gap in my heart is finally being fill....Only I know the reason, and it is making me smile each and everyday...Tick tock Tick tock..ONLY TIME WILL TELL...
The best part about facebook is meeting old friends. From your kindy years, primary & secondary school, university years and previous employment. If we actually stop and ponder a bit, we would realize that we actually have a lot of friends throughout our phases in life. Some of those friends were responsible in shaping who we are today. All of those memories will last us for a long time of reunions. A lot of stories to reminisce among friends, values to pass to the next generations, and pictures to share, that we hold dear in our life. Maybe it is true that our life is a story waiting to be told and shared by all..."Life is interesting if we make it interesting.....It is a burden if we treat it as one..."