What I want

I went for an interview last week. While filling the form there was one question that I left blank "reason for leaving", I did not know what to write. When I was called to be interviewed, one of the interviewer asked me the same question again.

Interviewer (1) : What is your reason for leaving your current organization?

Me                  : When I  joined my current organization, I set a goal for me to achieve in two years time. My 

                         goal was and still is to hold a management and administrative post after two years. Now it 

                         has been two years and I am still at the beginning. 

Interviewer (2) : (Looking at me) So, in simpler term, the reason for you to leave your organization is 

                         because you are not getting what you want. 

Me                  : (Without hesitation) Yes, I am leaving because I am not getting what I want. 

The interview continued for another 30 minutes. I am not regretting my response for the question, and I don't know if my response will cause me the opportunity to venture out. But finally now I know what to write if the question popped out again. "I am leaving because I am not getting what I want".

Until the day comes

Lately I have been only micro - blogging, writing short sentences that impose a lot of question marks. Even "Bee" wondered what happened to me, where are all the stories, the jokes and the experiences gone to. I guess I was busy living life with my family, "bee" and my friends and enjoying too much what life has to offer, to even stop and write all about it. But you and I both know that whatever justifications I am giving, the hard core fact is "I am too lazy to write".

No worries will find my groove back. Until the day comes, enjoy my micro - blogging. Hehehehe.

"Longkang oh Longkang "

Today as "longkang" is my witness I learnt the harsh reality of texting while walking. Black and blue + a broken heel.

Goodbye

Saying goodbye is never easy, walking out is the hardest.

Owh tidak!!!

"Owh tidak!!!" has become my favorite word for the past two weeks. I would say it out loud annoyingly and putting both of my hands on my cheeks as if it is cute to do so. Like D said and I quote "There is an inner child in everyone". 

Lately I've been reading my writings and questioning a lot of things  "Why did I wrote that?", "Is there a better way to reword it?", "Why am I telling you all this?" "O.M.G. is that a grammatical error?" "How is it possible?".Thus proving it is true "you are your own worst critic".  - OWH TIDAK!!!!!!!!! (hands on cheeks). 

I am loving it.. (",)

2013 is just around the corner, I still remember vaguely (doing this on purpose) of what my 2012 resolution were, all I know is that never to say it out loud because I could have jinx it.  Well I didn't say it out loud and yet still it is still in writing with an empty space under the column remark. I guess I am not the type to rigidly stick to a list, lack of discipline..hehehe. 

My life in 2012 was not less than exciting, I made new friends, the type that is easy for me to talk to, and click and ones that gave me a lot of sensible advice. My relationship made me smile most of the days and I still have anxiety and anticipation every time weekend comes, to be able to spend time more together, and the dramas are quite lesser than before.  My family is finally complete and we would have dinner every night with each other and everyone with their respective coffee cup. Can't say much about my career except most of the times wondering what am I actually doing here, owh well, suck it up and move on. 

Things are working out for the best and I hope that it stays that way. 

Loving each and everyday of my life. 

At times

At times I feel like I should pack my bag and leave,
At times I feel like I should stay and fight.

Hijau

Balik Pulau, P. Pinang

Beauty

"One of the most satisfying experiences I know is fully to appreciate an individual in the same way I appreciate a sunset. When I look at a sunset...I don't find myself saying, 'Soften the orange a litle more on the right hand corner, and put a bit more purple along the base, and use a little more pink in the cloud color...' I don't try to control a sunset. I watch it with awe as it unfolds". (Carl R. Rogers)

Sunrise

Level 9, Northam All Suite Penang  

Sunset

Views of sunset from different places in Penang

History

I stumbled across this sculpture while driving around Penang during our short holiday. It is a creative way to tell the history of Penang. This is one of many around the town. 

A lot of..

A lot of meetings
A lot of work
A lot of colleagues that make you irk
A lot of people to meet
A lot event to join
A lot of money, from paper now only coins
A lot of commitment
A lot of issues
A lot of drama that require tissues
A lot fake smiles
A lot of lies
A lot of ass kissers just pass by
A lot of this a lot of that,
A lot of everything that is a fact
But one thing for sure for everyone to know,
A lot of excuses on the go. (",)

(Naz 1180)