Bye 2012

What happened to me in 2012 (not in chronological order)

a) I turned 32

b) I had a huge drama with a.k.a.k at work

c) I  gained weight instead of losing them 

d) I experienced "couple drama"

e) I traveled with someone I love to most of the place I wanted to go

f) I had my second accident (poor baby)

g) I joined more than 1 walkathon (better than last year only one)

h) I met new awesome friends (D, Bell & more)

i) I did not managed to fulfill most of my  new year resolutions. (carry forward) 

k) I broke up with "Bee"

k) I tendered my resignation on 31st December 2012.

2013 - New year and a clean slate. (",)

Crossing the bridge.

Tomorrow is the day I will be tendering my resignation. With everything that has been happening in my life, moving away seems to be a good idea. Maybe I am not making any sense, or my decision is impulsive, right now, a whole new fresh start sounds like an awesome idea. 

So finally I did have the talk with my mum, and I said  "mum, it is time to cross the bridge. Yes mum, I am moving out".

Single again

It is four more days to New Year, a.k.a my 33rd birthday. And what a surprise, I am single again. Taking a bit of an adjustment after sharing 1 year and a half with someone (whom I know would be impossible for me to forget). My 1st steady relationship after years of goofing around.

Yeay...am single..*sigh* 

12.12.12

A date to remember.

"But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you, 
not even close…
not even a little bit… 
not even at all"

10 things I hate about you

I hate the way you talk to me, 
and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car, 
I hate it when you stare. 
I hate your big dumb combat boots 
and the way you read my mind. 
I hate you so much it makes me sick,
it even makes me rhyme. 
I hate the way you’re always right, 
I hate it when you lie. 
I hate it when you make me laugh,
even worse when you make me cry. 
I hate it when you’re not around, 
and the fact that you didn’t call. 
But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you, 
not even close…
not even a little bit… 
not even at all. 

I watched the movie last night while at the same time doing my assignment, it kept me entertain, a modern adaption of William Shakespeare famous literary work "The Taming of the Shrew".

P/s : Joseph Gordon Levitt was O.M.G cute!!!!!

Graduation! Congratulation!

Bottles of waters

Graduands

Near the stage

Before procession

Can't wait to graduate

The pictures aren't that focus, I was waiting my turn at the rostrum, and I am just sharing what an emcee sees. (",)

Man made vs. nature

"The landscape belongs to the person who looks at it" 

- Ralph Waldo Emerson - 

Let there be life...

Durian's seed 

I am walking for...

I am walking for albert, I am walking for health, I am walking for the abuse children, I am walking for charity, I am walking for love, I am walking for myself, I am walking for happiness, I am walking for Gaza, I am walking for Palestinians, I am walking for Malaysia, I am walking for fun, I am walking for the Walking dead... There were a lot more reasons people wrote why they were walking today. (HSBC / Charity Partner 2012 / Children's Wish Society of Malaysia)

"Bee" and mine

Numb

Yesterday after the monthly meeting, a news was informed to me by a colleague, that a.k.a.k was stepping down from her current post and the unit will be coordinated by someone else. My colleague patted me and said "You must be very happy and relief that now she is no longer in charge". It seemed like people has speculated about the nature of my relationship with a.k.a.k, that I hate her so much. Hate is such a strong word, it is more to not respecting her work ethics thus questioning her credibility as my superior. No matter what she did to me, and no matter what she thrown at me, work is still work. I may not prefer her to be my coordinator, but as long as she is one, I would do as I am told. I replied back to my colleague "Honestly, I don't feel anything, I am numb and I have been numb for quite sometimes". 

Thank you

I know I sound like a  broken record. Thank you for today. I almost cried when I hugged you. "Hugs!!!"

One Direction - Little Things

(01082011 - 111980 & 911985)

Something good.

Joining a "Walkathon" this weekend. Walking for 3.5 or 5 k.m. for a good cause would do me good plus I am doing it with "Bee". Something I am looking forward to. (",)

*Sigh*

Today, I felt so down and so disappointed. Normally I would be annoyingly optimistic no matter what swing my ways but not today. All that I wanted to do was to scream or cry my heart out. It's like I am in a losing battle. 

I just don't know what I should do. I am sad.

Weekend

I watched two movies last weekend. 

I watched "Twilight" with "bee" and "D" on Saturday. Owh well, quoting from "D".."Duhhhhh". Seriously I don't know why people are giving this movie such a rave review. It fell short of what I have expected. The movie was even stuck at the moment they (Edward and Bella) were being intimate and I saw parents putting their hands in front of their children as an attempt to shield them from the scene. My advice is don't bring your children if you have the intention of doing so. But it was fun, "D" introduced us to little place by which the ambiance was soothing and calm, and I found a book from one of my favorite author, the first writer that I fell in love with Sir Arthur Conan Doyle. The book of course, the complete collection of Sherlock Holmes.

On Sunday, I introduced "bee" to some of my Sarawak clan during "tahlil" at my aunt's house. It was funny looking at "bee" trying to understand the language that we used during conversation. After the "tahlil" we went out for a movie, we watched a Disney animation "Wreck it Ralph". It was a very fun movie to watch. I laughed out loud, watching, and there were some moments, I felt like sobbing (There goes my machoness). I like the movie a lot. 

Twilight vs Wreck it Ralph. The cartoon wins my vote.  

All and all it was an awesome weekend.

It is easy

Many people asked me how can I sit in the same room as a.k.a.k but not talking to each other. My answer would be, "It is easy I have my work to keep occupied, and thank God for internet. (",) If my work is finish or the internet is down, it is time to hit the books!!!" 

See, it is easy.