Hmmm...

I know it is Raya, and I should write about Raya. However for the past few days all I can think about is my study. My deputy dean, was a bit reluctant to give me the leniency of going to class during working hours, I don't blame him, looking at my schedule, it would a far stretch to do so.  So, I pushed my way to meet up with my adviser, in which she gave me good advice and even offered me to consider to be a GRF under her.  After meeting with her, I called "bee" to tell the news, "bee" was quite adamant of me not accepting the offer, due to the salary that I will received compared to what I am earning now. I appreciate "bee's" opinion. "bee" was only thinking about how I would I survive since "bee" knows everything about me. I told "bee" I am just contemplating, because my adviser told me, that I can further my PHD directly after finishing my master and she has plan for me to do a research along side her, in terms of the field I am currently venturing. 

Hmm...like I said it is Raya, I should just talk about Raya. Time out.  

I will get you good.

Last night my uncle brought this toy to my house, mix reactions from my cats but noel was the best. He has "ada aku kisah attitude" when the toy started to sing. 

The 7 people I met

7 people I met today.

1        :  A new born baby boy when I was picking up my illegal goods.
2        :  The individual that managed to make a person smile whom I believe deserved to be happy after all
             that she has gone through
3        :  A person with a heart of gold, who rescued a kitten that was dying at the side of the road.
4 & 5 :  Two friends who stopped their car, when they saw a cat being hit on the road, and brought it to the
             vet.
6        :  A friend at my previous employment who never spoke to me a word after I quit. But struck a
             conversation when we bumped into each other at 'Pasar Ramadhan'
7        : An old neighbor from my old neighborhood.

The best part was I managed to make a new friend, her name is Anne, she was the one who rescued the kitten. Sometimes we will meet interesting people just in a day. And we would end up making new friends.

So psyched!!!

I don't know if by saying this I will jinx it, but seriously I can't wait for October. I am so psyched!!  Then officially I can check off  [been to all the states in Malaysia]. I know many would say been there, done that, but you are not me. Soon I will begin with a new checklist. Like Austin Power usually say "Yeah baby"

And thank you!thank you!thank you!thank you!thank you! thank you! thank you! thank you! thank you! for making it a reality. *wink..wink*

I know I am repeating nine times (09) of the same word (01). I am just so psyched!!! 

Change

I am not used to be pampered nor being asked to decide for someone or having someone to choose or to decide something for me. I tend to fend off any changes by which would rip off what I have labelled as my identity. I would not consider of changing myself based on the words of others no matter if they said that they have my best interest at heart. 

However things change. I change. 

"Bee" asked me why I agreed to go through with the choice "bee" made for my new spectacles, since I am not into the color that was chosen. The only thought that came across my mind at that time in which I answered was "Because you will be seeing my face wearing this most of the time, so I wanted it to be something that will always make you smile"

Under all that act of being "macho", "tough", "stubborn", "hard headed", and "ego", sometimes I do surprise myself. 

Like I said, things change. I change. 

P/s : I appreciate it so much. (",)

Ho..ho..

Most people prefer to drink it. But I prefer to eat it one spoon at a time until it is finish. 

Ho..ho..horlicks!!! 

One missed text (Part 2)

My previous miscall was around 4.30 a.m. just a girl looking to have a conversation with a stranger.  Last night was my second one. This time the conversation was as such (after failing to talk to me, the person texted)

Mr X. : Wei Zat, den abid jual mercun kek ko ari 2... lau ko nak mercun merdeka yang den tunjuk ari 2 

            cpek...ari rabu last stok den jual.. MERCUN MERDEKA.

            shot = 16, 25,36,49

            hargo = 30,39,55,60

            lau nak bsok bg den duit...abis cerita

Me     : salah send kot nie

Mr X : Maf la yo ese slah anta mcg..

(conversation ended)

However, I was tempted to reply more and said "Jual kek den jolah mercun tu, sonang cite"  hehehehehehe.  

Not impossible...

I met a lot of new friends last Friday. I guess that is the perks of having the opportunity of meeting the person whose posts I often read from the blogs that I often stalked, the true blue meaning of networking. I finally met an individual whom often being talked about by my mutual friends, and she fit the description to the tee, not as control "ayu" as I imagine but better, she rocks!!!. Hehehe. 

Yesterday, we managed to catch up, and she shared a blog by which she said I should take a look at it, and maybe have few ideas on what to do. Looking at it made me think, it will be difficult but it may not be impossible. Now I need to plot my pathway of actually materializing what is in my head. (Come on naz, an idea will only be an idea and in the end it will be forgotten, do something woman!!!!).

Early morning. (One missed text Part 1)

I woke up for "sahur" around 4.30 a.m., I did what I wanted to accomplish and straight I went up to my room. I looked at my phone and there was a miscall from a very unfamiliar number. Being curious and since I did not save most of my friends previous number I texted and asked, thus this conversation preceded :

Me        : Sape nie?
Caller x : owh, sorry, wrong number. Carik Fairus
Me       : It's owkey. Selamat berpuasa
Caller x : me, Tasha, 16, N9. U kat mane?
Me       : Nilai
Caller x : Ou :) age bupe name me
Me        : Owh, sorry jauh beza umur kita.
Caller    : Ta kesah pun
Me       : Anyway, I think u should go to bed. Pagi nanti sekolahkan
(Conversation ended 4.48 a.m.)

I am not a pervert or anything, but I am surprise that a girl would hold a conversation with a stranger early morning such as that and saying that it is alright no matter what is the age different. At least now I know talking about school can end a conversation, a real buzz kill. 

Now I know.....

Last night after breaking fast with the family, we sat in front of the television listening to the daily dose of news. All the sudden my third sister popped open a bag of "cheezel" my mum's favorite junk food. My mum took one and put it on her finger like a ring and said "When I was pregnant with you (my third sister) I craved to eat this most of the time, I guess due to that you were born as round as this cheezel". Which made me burst  into laughter. However my mother didn't stop there, she looked at me and said "As for you, when I was pregnant with you, I was stalked by your grandmother's goat, that often followed me everywhere". I was puzzled with the statement and asked (which I would soon regret) " What does a goat have to do with me?" My mum nonchalantly answered and caressed her skin "Well, the goat was black" which in return made my sisters laughed louder that I did.