Dumb Ways to Die

Disturbingly cute and catchy.. (",).

Think again.

Think again if you think you can push me around,
Think again if you think that you have power over me,
Think again if you think that I trust or even respect you,
Think again and see that I am not the person I use to be,
Think again if you think that I am not strong,
Think again if you think I don't have choices,
Think again if you think you might not fall,
Think again. My advice is Think again.

"Owh my knee"

My knee hurts. 

Last time I had any injury involving my knee was the day I rode a motorbike around campus without a license. It was like any other day, however when I was taking corner on the motorbike, I lost control and almost hit the pavement. The only thing I remembered was I managed to break my fall and no harm was done, so I thought.  I went back to my dorm, and I dozed off, when I woke up hours later, I found that I was unable to straighten my leg fully,  as if it was "locked". Being afraid of being scolded by my mother and my father I avoided going back that weekend and I avoided of going to the health center. During that time it seemed as a good idea not to be scolded. My knee got better eventually, not after a week of excruciating pain of having to walk slower than a snail and limping to class. A 30 minutes walk to class felt like 3 hours journey.  

Moral of the story is : The pavement is much solid than your body part. Ride your motorbike carefully and be careful when taking turns. And the most important thing is get a license. 

 "Owh my knee!!!!"

Masuk meeting lah!!!!

I am not that keen on meetings. However if it a must for me to attend I would go, work is work. Just now, I encountered a situation that made me really really wanting to say "masuk meeting lah beb!!!!" A.k.a.k just said out loud "Why don't I know anything about this?" She opted to escape from the meeting and turn a  blind eye on everything. So, the only thing I can say is "Masuk meeting lah beb!!!!!"

Battlefield

Letting go of the past is never easy. You will have to battle all the emotions that used to be there and trying to forget as if it never exist.Things that will remind you of that individual, of that relationship, of that bond. Even a brief encounter can flashback the unwanted feelings. However there will be time when we feel numb, and mentioning the name of the person would not jolt even an ounce of emotion. Until that day comes, everyday is a battlefield. Losing or winning it, solely rely on how strong and how weak we are emotionally. It may not be easy, but it is not impossible. 

Shhhh.....

Last Friday, a piece of paper rocked my day. Ustaz gave a review form for me to evaluate my coordinator a.k.a "akak". My colleagues looked at me and said "That must be hard for you to do". And they were right. I stared at the paper wondering what I should I do. Putting aside my personal opinion of her, I reviewed and passed back the form. 

Many may think I am overreacting by saying this but that was the hardest 30 minutes I have to spend in answering questions. I am a supporter of the statement "If you have nothing good to say, don't say anything at all".

When we come to it

I went for an interview at Damansara Height, it was an interesting experience. I managed to get positive feedback from the interviewer. After the interview, I went to hang out with Amy and May, it has been a while since we seen each other and we talked a lot. Especially when May and I realized that we first met each other November last year. I went back home, and sat for a while to have a conversation with my mother, she asked how the interview was, I gave a rave review based on my own personal opinion. 

She looked and said 

Mother : "You have to think about the cost that you will bear if they offer you the position in Damansara", 

Naz      : "If I am still staying here"

Mother : "So you plan to move out? Staying there?"

Naz      : "Mak, we will cross that bridge when we come to it".

I know that my mum was not satisfied with my answer, it is the only answer that I can give. I don't even know if I am going to be offered the position.  

Laughter

I am in a lousy mood today. But watching "Bones" made me laugh. Hahahaha. Laughter is truly the best medicine.

Mothers

"Bee" and I spent almost 6 hours with a friend and her mother on Saturday, we had fun and we enjoyed ourselves . Her mother even became "bee's" partner in crime. Mothers can definitely be "cool". (",)

Flu, flu go away

Symptom    : Feverish, runny nose,coughing & sore throat
Medication : Rest, warm water
Reason       : "Playing" in the rain for the past two days.
Conclusion : Quote from a colleague (Fiza) - "Padan muka, ingat kebal ke, orang bagi payung tak nak!!.."