Kiss!Kiss!

desperate much?

Don't leave me hanging...

Things people do that makes me wonder.
What can this little penguin do? Makes the car go faster.. 

Sun -Shiny day

6.50 a.m.
The view before I was off for work today. 

Please!!!!!

I know I can't write this out as my status on facebook, so I am venting it out in my blog.

"Please!!!!!!!!!!!!! The day I call you "kakak" is the day I tender my resignation".

Manners

Yesterday, my family organized an event with food, lots and lots of food, it was my family annual open house. The crowds started to flood the festivity at 4.00 p.m. and it continued until 12.00 midnight. As usual, it was a hectic day, the last final was friends of my youngest sister, most of them used to be my ex - students. I did told my sister to avoid being friend with them due to several issues at my previous employment. But as my mum often remind us, "treat our guest with respect, and entertain with full of hospitality no matter what their background are". Being good hosts, all my sisters did just that, they served dessert first while attending to the main course. In the process my third sister overheard one of the guest (the last crowd) said "Takde budget ke, smpaikan letak pisang dalam food salad". And it did not stop there, because he kept complaining, mumbling, and was rude even to us as host. 

In my mind at that time was "Giler kurang ajar, I do hope that you are an orphan, so that your parents would not die out of shame due to your attitude" Youngsters nowadays, eager to grow up, that they tend to forget the existence of important thing such as manner. 

Snuze & Suzy, thank you for coming...My mum pesan, do come again!!!

I am sad

I conducted a program for 320 students today, to share with them the important of English and how it can improve our life. I am sad, that all I can sum at the end of the program, to see that mostly Malay students are the one who acted like clowns, who has the mindset that it is a useless language, and their ignorance is just too appalling for me.

I don't blame the teachers, they try their best with limited space for exploring other methods due to constraint of syllabus and bureaucracy.

I am sad that nothing much has changed throughout the years, the peer pressure that I experience among my friends in school are still the basis that impedes students self development. The eagerness to please, and being popular among friends are more important than their future. There are others that knows how far the language can affect and change their life, but they may have second thoughts and just give up.

I am sad. "Melayu melayukan melayu".

Owh well

Since I was in school my style of writing attracted a lot of attention as well caused me few problems here and there. For me its normal, but for other, they tend to gawk and made me feel like a freak show at times. I need to turn my book upside down everytime I write, I have problem in doing drawings in my engineering drawing class, and I have to buy a special pen just for calligraphy.  My ex lecturer during my matriculation years once actually stopped and stared at me writing, and she actually said, "Cacat ke?" In which made the whole class laughed. And that was the last time being left handed actually bruised my self esteem. After that, I tend to ignore any curious eyes and any annoying questions. 

But tonight, I sat next to a stranger in my class, she glimpsed from the corner of her eyes when I started to write, and actually said "No one corrected you before ke, when you were young?", I said excuse me, she said "Yelah, when you were young no one corrected the way you write? Owh well, it's owkey, you turn out just fine".

I looked at her with a puzzled expression on my face, is it that bad being left handed?

Yeah, unfortunately.

Some people I know are thatch tree, those who are wondering what is that, it is known as 'lalang'. They flip more often than a coin does, and never have a firm stand on any issue, they may support you at first then change their mind if their "ass" are on  the line. Sometimes I wish I could just pick up a weed wacker and just trim them off, unfortunately murder will never be legalize here in Malaysia. Yeah, I know, unfortunately.

trim them all! show no mercy.. hehehehe (psychotic side of me)

Movies!!!!

I would like to sum up the movies I watch recently in fewer words as possible.

Date watched : 5th September 2011
Words describing : Cliche, predictable and over exaggerated death scenes.
Recommendation : Better wait to be shown on ASTRO.

Date watched : 16th September 2011
Words describing : Slow, interesting and space like cloverfield or blair witch project.
Recommendation : Worth watching but have to be patience with the story line, the first half an hour can bore you to death.

Rumor has it...

Rumors do spread like wildfire, and sometimes if hurts more than it helps. Currently I befriended a staff here where I work, she is from a different department, a very bubbly, cheerful and friendly young woman. So we do talk a lot, and recently there was a rumor about her that was conveyed to me by a male staff, that she is playing for the other side (a.k.a lesbian). I was intrigued with the rumor not that it is my business to pry on other people personal lifestyle, but she doesn't seem to be the type. So yesterday I asked her in person, she looked at me, shocked and stunned. She went quiet for a while then she said "I am seeing someone, and we have been together for 3 years, InsyaAllah next year we will be engaged, I did not tell this to anyone at work because for me it is none of their business".

We continued to talk about the rumor and after filling in few missing pieces, it seems like the rumor was started by one of my male colleague who has the heart for her, but was turned down and rejected. He was unsatisfied with the outcome since he has made it official by spreading the news of their so called relationship to most of the people at work. My friend distant herself from him to avoid further misunderstanding and accepted the offer to carpool  home with a lady friend instead. 

*Puff* thus begin the story that start with "rumor has it ........................"

And people are spreading the rumor around. To those people, my word of wisdom would be "Get a life" and for the man who started this rumor "Take it like a man, when a woman says NO it means NO".