"Choose to or Have to......"

Two simple words that have a lot of meaning, and change a lot of things. When we say "Choose to.." it means what we did it on purpose and willingly, but when we choose "Have to..." it means we are force to do it, whether we like or not. When we say that "I have to eat..." does that means that we are being force to eat... but did we consider that we have the choice to choose whether we can eat or not. So the question is, does the word "have to...” really exist or is it just the words we used to justify our own choices when we, ourselves do not know how to explain our choice of words and our choice of action... Everything that we do in this world is our choice no one force us, because we are the one who says YES instead of NO.
These are things or decision that I identify from "Having to do it...” to "Choosing to do it...."

a) I choose not to work in school.

b) I choose to rekindle back all the years that I have sacrifice.

c) I choose to love those even though sometimes they hurt my feelings more. 

d) Sometimes I choose to be used by others.

e) I choose to hate those who think that they have the right to judge me, and act as they know me better than me.

f) I choose to love a person that is so complicated, and that always makes me wonder if the feeling is mutual.

g) I choose to buy a new car, and give the old one to my dad.

h) I choose not be involved in any commitment for the time being.

i) And I choose to write this blog... (",) 

My last words for the future readers think about all the things, incident, event or decision that we make and take previously, are our choice... That we do it because we "Choose to..." not "Have to..."