"Take time in understanding a friend's heart and feelings, because they are also a human being, they have feeling of fears, feeling of worries, sad and disappointed... They also have weaknesses and also needed friends as sources of strength...often we see they smiles and laughs, but in reality they are not as strong as they seem". (Tasya /17 February 2009 / 00.28 a.m.)
These are words given to me by a special someone who I turned for strength for the past 2 days, what the words says are true, sometimes we see people laugh and smile, it does not mean that they are happy, it is just a way for some people to hide their true feelings, for them, laughing or smiling would "paused" life for a moment and in that time problems seem to fade even for a while. I used to do that, pent up all my feelings inside, and just smile and laugh in fronts of others as if what they say and do cannot even graze my hearts, tears will not drop, and I will not cry for anyone... but people change, as time passed by I learn to love others who are not my family, those who are around me, my course mates, my best friends, my office mates, my students, and some of them hold a special place in my heart. I never regret to have feel this feeling, it makes me more human, and reminded me that even I can love someone back. I thank ALLAH for giving me the opportunity of choosing this path of my life, I learn a lot and there is one more thing that I have to learn, that is to forgive and forget, because forgiveness is the most powerful tools, it strengthen bond, and it brings back smile and laughter without anything to hide...
For the person that I care so much, you know who you are, I forgive you...and please forgive me back because I am still learning in asking for forgiveness....
These are words given to me by a special someone who I turned for strength for the past 2 days, what the words says are true, sometimes we see people laugh and smile, it does not mean that they are happy, it is just a way for some people to hide their true feelings, for them, laughing or smiling would "paused" life for a moment and in that time problems seem to fade even for a while. I used to do that, pent up all my feelings inside, and just smile and laugh in fronts of others as if what they say and do cannot even graze my hearts, tears will not drop, and I will not cry for anyone... but people change, as time passed by I learn to love others who are not my family, those who are around me, my course mates, my best friends, my office mates, my students, and some of them hold a special place in my heart. I never regret to have feel this feeling, it makes me more human, and reminded me that even I can love someone back. I thank ALLAH for giving me the opportunity of choosing this path of my life, I learn a lot and there is one more thing that I have to learn, that is to forgive and forget, because forgiveness is the most powerful tools, it strengthen bond, and it brings back smile and laughter without anything to hide...
For the person that I care so much, you know who you are, I forgive you...and please forgive me back because I am still learning in asking for forgiveness....
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