Number

We have been numbered.. (",)

Pink heroes

Pink Heroes....

 (Avon Walk for Life against Breast Cancer / Putrajaya / 23rd September 2012)

My bloodline

An old photo of my grandfather, his parents and his siblings.

Cat Rescuers

This cat climbed a tree one day and was stuck there for quite a long time. Until.......

She was rescued by good Samaritans who heard her cries for help. 

Where was I when all this happened? I was the one who was holding the chair for the uncle to climb, quickly I took out my phone and snapped this photo. Unfortunately, lousy angle, I didn't managed to capture the faces of the cat rescuers. Two thumbs up for strangers who took time out to rescue a cat. 

Malaysia Tanah Air Ku

Ten Thousand Steps.

(Karnival Jom Sihat / 10 ribu langkah / City Park, Seremban / 9hb September 2012)

Dear "bee"

Dear "Bee"

The news you told me stirred some mixed reactions, however I meant all I said. And you do not need my approval nor my blessing, but you have all my love and my support in the decision that you have made. I know that you said, it is a long way to go but I promise you that I will be there for you every step of the way. All that matters to me is your happiness. 

Sincerely

Naz

Don't sangka clear water no boya.. (",)

Well, last Saturday was quite a hectic day, since the night before I went back at 12.30 a.m. asissting my colleague and my sister on performance for the opening event. I went to work the next day as early as 7 a.m., and nonstop settling everything that needs to be settled and juggled all the work and expectation at the same time. I have to ensure two events running smoothly, one is in the morning the other one is in the evening. When I was having breakfast with my students who were involved in the performances I saw a colleague of mine who was on the same committee for the evening event sipping tea and chatting away. I went to him and said "I am too tired settling everything for you guys all by myself, so this evening you will be the emcee of the event". And I walked away leaving him stunned.  Soon after that he confided to a mutual friend of ours "Kak Naz has never raised her voice to me, and I never seen her angry". 

Trust me that was only 10% of my anger. 

Starting with a Bang!!!!

The first day of Raya and my family started it with a BANG! literary. Our limo was hit by a Persona when we were on our way to the airport. Luckily no one was hurt and we were on time for our flight. 

always the bridesmaid but never the bride. *sigh*

I used this tittle before in my post, now the same feeling emerges. I don't know why it seems like school years all over again. I feel that I am drowning in my own efforts of trying not to live in my sisters' shadows. I always have this low self esteem when being compared to them, well, they do have the brains and the looks. What do I have, what you see is what you get. 

Even "bee" is also annoyed listening to me venting out, she said "You are not as positive as you look", and I do agree on that. I just have this sinking feeling that I will always be haunted by my own paranoia of trying to compete with my sisters. I will be invisible yet again, and people will only remember me when they need something to be done. I will always be the "go to guy" but never the center stage, no matter how hard I try. Don't get me wrong I love my sisters to death, I am just venting out. That is all.