Have you ever felt that things are going differently for you? Have you ever questions whether the little voice in your head is telling the truth? What about doubting every motive on what a person says and do? Right now my head is full of conspiracy clouds, in which it is branching all over the place, and it all started with a phone call I received early this morning. My status at my current workplace is a bit vague, whether I am permanently here in JB or just on loan, in which I have to go back to Nilai after a period of time. Previously my thought was I am on loan, because I have been given the assurance of coming back to Nilai by the HR, but my head of department in Nilai seems to push me to decide on staying in JB. She was pushing from all angles even from my arguments of furthering my master, by asking me to switch from UITM Shah Alam to UTM in Skudai. And due to that phone call, it comes to point that I questions her previous attentions, her emails, and even the hello and how are you that I received from the other colleagues in Nilai. Hmm, am I being paranoid, or they are actually hinting that they don't want me back in Nilai instead they prefer me to be in JB?
Hmm, need to stop thinking of it if not it will branch to a more interesting or maybe absurd theory. Like I said, am I being paranoid, or is it the foreshadowing to what will happen to me in my future?
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