At the receiving end.

There is some truth to the statement, that sometimes things are too good to be true. If it is true it may not last for a long time. For the past 3 weeks I feel like I was walking on thin air and as the feeling grows, I even said to myself I must have done something right to deserve someone special in my life. Then maybe I may have done something wrong to end up losing that person. Am I that hard to be loved or to love someone? Am I just the type that only fit as a friend? I may not know all the answer on how people perceive me, but I know who I am and how far I am capable to love a person. Love is process in achieving compatibility, and it can never be force, due to that we parted ways. At first I can smile and laugh about it, but when I look back at the emails and conversation we had, I never notice how much I was hurting to an extend I cried.

It is suck when we're almost close with someone, but we destroy it with the stupid mistakes that we do but it is even suck being at the receiving end.

I will do what I do best, put a smile on my face, and acted like nothing happen.

“I evol uoy, rof eht nosaer taht neve I t’nod wonk yhw..... I tsuj wonk uoy era eht eno.”