Had an interesting conversation with Snuze yesterday about my dilemma towards a friend's request, and true enough what Snuze said were rational and logical. Why do people have to talk a lot? Why do people afraid of silence? Even though I justified my answer towards the questions I can't stop thinking that it made clear of my real feeling towards my friend (a friend in JB). That I don't really enjoy having her around me, I don't really enjoy my conversation with her in which I found that they are a bit one dimensional only about work and how happy her marriage is. Not that I am jealous of the happiness she achieved, I am happy for her. I blame myself for never being honest with her of how she made me feel about her conversation topics, I guess I was overly concern of not offending her.
Owh...despicable me...
2 comments:
You are too kind. Sometimes I have a tendency to talk over ppl who talk about stuff I don't like and become the monophone, hahahah!
Fuck it. Life is too short to waste it on lousy conversation.
hahahaha...so true!!! unless u plan to troll others, then we can do that for fun.
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