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Thursday, July 7, 2011

The "arse" in me.

"It's better to pissed off than pissed on" (anonymous)

Life has been a bit hectic for this past 2 weeks, with software training in the morning, practices in the evening, and tuition at night, I do wonder why am I subjecting myself to all this physical and mental torture, but at least it is keeping me occupied from thinking about relationship, a subject matter that I am avoiding from all angles.

Well, this week I acted more like an "arse" in making decision, I put my feet down about leaving my volleyball team, I don't tolerate excuses anymore (no more shade of grey area, just black or white), I told my boss my piece of mind about a colleague of mine whom I currently despise in terms of her attitude, I even became a bit strict towards my siblings if they have any issue with me and I am currently so critical and judgmental towards the language software that is require for us to used in training staff in the health care profession. I look for mistake or any discrepancies in the software that I can argue as well as critic, because for me I am not going to make a fool of myself during training due to glitches that can be avoided.

I can't blame it on the hormones, that would be last week, I don't even know why, but  am I a "scrooge" in the making? A question that I rather not know the answer. 

4 comments:

Snuze said...

Golly! You better clone yourself if you're gonna be swamped that way.

I don't think being firm, letting your feelings and opinion be known is being an arse. As much as it is nice to be wanted as the go-to person, you need to take care of yourself too. And if that means letting your feelings be known, then so be it.

*hugs*

naz said...

*hugs*

It has taken some people by surprise. They said that it is not like me... All I said to them, too bad the old naz is taking a break.

Ri said...

echoes what sue said.

there are times when you need to say, "the heck with it! it's my life!"

you GO, girl!

naz said...

Hey ri!!! I miss u, love your blog!