Right after we parted ways, "A" went to KL and I drove back to Seremban, he texted my sister, and soon after found the courage to call and ask her out. So throughout the drive, I had to endure my sister girlish laugh, mellow voice, cheesy and corny responses to whatever that they were talking about. It lasted for almost an hour. During their conversation, a lot of things were in my mind. No wonder "A" was around our booth, trying to struck conversation with me, no wonder he as so nice, and even asked me out for lunch or dinner when we have time, all of that is because he wanted to get to know my sister. I was a bit down when my sister started to spill all the information, and acting like so girlish about it. She asked my opinion, should she go out with him, and get to know him, calmly I response "You should go, keep you option open, you are a beautiful young lady and anyone is lucky to get to know you". Honestly, I wanted to give her a different response, maybe even stop her from getting to know "A". "A" wasn't even my type, I guess I was envy of her getting all the attention.
My sister asked me another question "Why, does he wants to get to know me?". I told her "Hey, look at me, I doubt that he wanted to get to know me, I am the opposite you. I don't know how to be or even to act like a woman, unlike you, you can even wear heels in the middle of nowhere". Sometimes I do wonder what it feels like to be pursued, having someone wanting to get to know you, or having someone to ask you out on date. At times when I look at my sisters, I questioned myself, do I have to talk like that or act like that or dress like that, or wear make up like that? I guess I just have to wait for someone to fall in love with me for who I am, and bringing out the best and the woman in me - maybe someone who is willing to quote Barney Stinson and say "Challenge accepted". (",)... hehehehe
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